I googled your name and came across blog entries that talked about you.
Talked about your extraordinary achievements, your natural leadership, your smart eyes, your kind soul.
Talked about your life...
And talked about your death.
Your graceful death.
Then there it was, your picture whom I had not seen for almost 10 years.
And it hit me, the so ever flowing emotions. Wave and wave of raw emotions.
My tears came rolling down from the lost, sadness and envy.
The feelings were so jumbled, yet I felt hollow.
You and your triumph.
And suddenly all the things that were precious to me look mundane to compared to.
Suddenly, nothing really matters anymore.
What matter is how I can have the happy ending, like you.
Jangan pernah engkau mengira mereka mati, karena sesunggguhnya mereka hidup di sisi Rabb-nya...
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